Our conversations!!!

Our Conversations -

Seem like a fabricated script,
Words which fill our heart
Stay within, untouched,

Sighs dodge our hollow laughter
Silence makes the going tougher,

Emotions surfing high
Our true selves we deny,

An invisible wall, between us stands
Umm..s and Aaah..s surrounds,

We pretend
Hide feelings, a hundred
Now masters at deception
Our love defeated,
It lies somewhere... buried!

Rejection..

"Girl, I cannot accept you"

'Why?'

"My priorities have changed. I cannot go against my family"

'Did you really love me?'

"Yes, ... I still love you and care for you.. "

'Care for me, thanks..'

"Girl, move on"

A tear rolls down...

He walks out... The door shut on me...

I have a new companion - Loneliness.... !!!

Hope!!

I cling onto the rope of hope,
Hope that you once gave me,
that which now snaps -

with every broken promise,
with every shattered dream,
with that unbroken silence

Our relationship threadbare..
what remains... is a strand -
that which binds the remnants of our past

This snaps.. the love in me will breathe its last!!

Love it is!!!!

You walk away....
Walk away with another girl!

Giggles of your laughter resounding,
Love so overwhelming,
I watch,
My heart pounding..
Happiness.. Din't I deserve?

Pangs of jealousy, corrupt me
Self - pity gets the better of me
Then..
I realize
It was never meant to be...........
I whisper
A silent prayer
"The couple be blessed forever"

Dhoondti hoon Tumhe!!

Dhundhli si kuch yaadein
Palkon main saja li hai maine
Dhoondti hoon unme
Kuch khoye lamhe

Kabhi Hansi Muskurahoton main
To kabhi un bhigi siskiyon main
Dhoondti hoon tumhe!!

Un soonsaan galiyon main
Anjaan bheed ki parchayi main
Dhoondti hoon tumhe!!

Un sukhe hue phoolon main
Un bejaan tasveeron main
Dhoondti hoon tumhe!!

Milon faili tanhaiyi main
Dhadakte dil ki gehrayee main
Dhoondti hoon tumhe!!

Un Khamosh aahon main
Toote sapno ki rahon main,
Dhoondti hoon tumhe!!

Khali dil ke kamre main
Sooni aakhon ke aaine main
dhoondti hoon tumhe!!

Aasman ke chadar tale
Zameen ke baahon pare
Aaj bhi dhoond rahi hoon tumhe.....

Fight is on!!

Stung by constant discouragement
Consumed by utter resentment
Magnified are my noble failures
By those self - nominated stellars

Impregnated is my mind with pessimism
Preyed I am by stoicism
Slave to bursts of jealousy
Made susceptible to my fallacy

My insides cry of injustice done
From these cowards would I not run

My self esteem singed
From the mental torture I cringe
No more this trauma, would I swallow
Which has left me so hollow

I burn this cruelty on pyre
Allow the hurt with the smoke, disappear

Shadows of doubts now devoured
I break free from that invisible cord
I am the warrior, I am the sword!!

Would You?

Would you take my hand,
and allow me to be thine..

Would you take me in your embrace
Caress me with your alluring gaze

Would you feel my breath
and fill my soul with your endearing warmth

Would I tingle under your touch
and see my body with desire, flush

Would you burn with desire
For our togetherness, would you aspire?

Would your lips melt against mine
Awakening those emotions unknown

Would you hold me tonight
Shade me with your comfort
Share your love, a delight

Baby, would you?