It Hurts, still hurts......

Years of distance
Still fail to heal the wounds
Thoughts of the times spent together
always leaves a silent tear

Our past -
Tried ripping it off
plucking it from my flesh
but it clings
clings to my every breath

Wish I could wipe
Wipe away the pain
Pain that crushes happiness
Happiness that once was mine

I stand firm now
Now, as I have no option
Masking my real self
Self that is completely devastated
Devastated, that no hope remains

I cry, cry out loud
Till I pine for you no more
But there still remains
You still remain,
Here in the depths of my heart!!!

Dying love!!

I grope through those empty benches
Trying to find your existence
Now, it stands there
Dust laden
Smudging those moments spent together

Lying on the ground
I crave for your warmth
But what surrounds
is morbid loneliness
Speaking of your extinction
from my life.

Standing high
on the precipice of defeat
I try to hear your heartbeat
Listen to them speak
but the howling winds of the yonder past
Muffle the words, keep them stolen

Closing my eyes
I attempt to conjure your image
working every detail
But I'm blinded now
Struck with your sudden disappearance
What remains
is only a vague silhouette..

Bathing in the cool air,
I try to breathe your fragrance
That which once filled me with longing
But what I breathe now
Is the stench of those decayed desires

Looking up
I try to feel your lips on mine
Wanting to burn with passion
But now I'm here
Holding the ashes
Of that overwhelming emotion

Am here now
Standing beside the grave
Singing a requiem
to our love that was..
For with that love, a part of me is taken
What remains of me
Is a body without soul............

Would You?

Would you take my hand,
and allow me to be thine..

Would you take me in your embrace
Caress me with your alluring gaze

Would you feel my breath
and fill my soul with your endearing warmth

Would I tingle under your touch
and see my body with desire, flush

Would you burn with desire
For our togetherness, would you aspire?

Would your lips melt against mine
Awakening those emotions unknown

Would you hold me tonight
Shade me with your comfort
Share your love, a delight

Baby, would you?

Longing...!!

I don't know
Why I miss you so....

A longing that is too painful..
I dream of you too often
to believe your absence

Tears defeat me frequently,
I know you are nowhere in my life
Yet I await YOU...

The moments of togetherness
are still too fresh
and it hurts that I can only see them
through my mind's eye
And too hard to believe
that they are No longer, A Reality!!!